A scripture that reminds of me this is Isaiah 55: 8-9.
8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord.
9 For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Times are hard. They really are. We wonder why bad things happen. Like, "why did Covid wipe out so many people?" Or, "why do good people die?" And etc... We're always wanting answers. God doesn't give answers to us when WE want them. He gives them to us when we NEED them. If you're struggling with prayer, keep praying. I know God answers prayers. He's waiting for you to pray to him. He's only a prayer away. Amen